Sometimes it’s not easy to be the guy who has a hopeful word or a cheerful smile. Sometimes it isn’t what I want to do. Sometimes the work just closes in a bit too much and I feel like there’s just not enough oxygen left to breathe. I know I’m not the only one who feel like that. I can’t be the only one…
A lot of the time I get stuck and I just see myself on an empty stage, with a lonely spotlight shining on me. I can hear them out there breathing…the people who came for “the show”. Sometimes I can do it, but sometimes it’s just me out there alone, mask in hand, staring at the floor, not knowing what comes next.
Sometimes I’m ok. Sometimes I’m not. Sometimes I know how I am. Sometimes I can’t really say. Sometimes I have the words. Sometimes I feel them inside, down deep, but can only speak the silence. Sometimes there’s joy. Sometimes there’s sorrow.
But Jesus…
And we always…
–Rise Up!!
(If you are struggling, please leave a comment so that I can pray for you. If you know someone who is in the battle right now, please show them that you love them. Make sure that they know that you love them. We cannot do this alone…)
Minister Of Mocha 
I love you! And I love m.o.m. ☝️🙏
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Thanks Ry!
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Words I have been looking for my whole life…
Thank you
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Thanks Stephen. There are not tons of people who understand or believe this struggle.
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You can have some of my oxygen, I hear diabetics don’t need that much anyways.
#paulalwaysbringsmejoy
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Briana, you bring joy to me as well. Thanks for the encouragement
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I am struggling. It’s annoying to be the light and people treat you badly because of it. But in the end being Gods matters. Most days I’m ok some days it sucks
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Yes ma’am. Those days are tough
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Hey there !
I just joined your blog and so glad
I did 🙂
Great great words !
Your not alone I have felt like this as well!
I’m thankful I have faith and gods love and strength
It gets me through everyday especially the hard days !
Thank you for sharing !
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Thanks for sharing
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